Acute Boredom I'm so bored =___= The last days were something between...great and a total disaster... @___@ so I've spent the last 4 days alone at home...actually it had to be okay...some days in which i've could relax, some days booked just for me buuuuut~ I've forgot my mother... so, the first thing was to help her..at housework...okay, no problem. but then again this same silly discussion started, about my further education. -___-" I can't stand it anymore, this endless tattle about the similiar topic as always. I'm so happy to see my darling again...in some hours... but now, I didn't know what to do...I can't sleep, because I feel nervous and wide awake.... On the other hand...I can't leave open my eyes #___# HEEEEELP~ what can I do? Just 1 1/2 hours... I won't sleep... Just.... stay awake O_O

4.9.06 04:26 verlinken / 1 Kommentar / kommentieren

april-wetter im mai ...and april-mood in mai so, what have i done? I've visited my darling in selm and stayed for one week. on one sunny day we've made a bicycle tour to Nordkirchen where we visited 'Schloss Schwansbell' a really nice castle and park ^^ we also did singstar with his parents, it was very funny afterwards he has visited me also for one week. on last tuesday we drove to cologne for shopping and the info-meeting of a schooling(macromedia). nice climate and people but....sooo expensive ;___; then we did some shopping in the asian supermarket [sheng long, on the aachener strasse/universitätsstrasse] and the last days i got addicted to the online-rpg 'Guildwars' [I'm playing a necromancer called 'Earwen Aereth'] ...so..I almost did nothing, only some collecting on schooling informations... today I also got my final abitur results...it is just....=__= bad, really bad, i also have to do at least on reexamination in biology...if i'll won't have great luck, also in maths and maybe also in english... bugger >.<

29.5.06 17:45 verlinken / 1 Kommentar / kommentieren

angels... ...ok, in fact, I'm not an angel...maybe an fallen angel, but I'm not as pure as some people might think. BUT~ I wanted to make some nice photos with my angel-wings(because my darling hasn't come online -_-)...and then there was also this nice red candle~ and yeah~ I like blood, and fire and wings ...combine this 3 things and~ voila< this came out :P weitere Fotos

6.5.06 01:15 verlinken / kommentieren

what's up guys?ミ☆ so, this just another lost day... dam**t This night I've decided to sleep for some hours...and what've happende? exactly, I've overslept... than I've started learning history, but the french revolution is just...*argh* ok, I really luv this stuff, because history is my absolutly most fav subject♡ but it's soooo much ;__;~ my head feels like cotton, cannot fill it more with historical material... Actually I make a short break Finally I burned some of the CDs for ma sweetie Miri ☆ *kisu* and the anime episodes of 'Paradise Kiss' for my beloved darling~ I need money ;___; and a job...I won't believe, that there's no possibility for me to find a work *need it so much* ...after managing my last exam on Tuesday next week, I'll go to town and ask everywhere I can. u__u this evening i will recolour my hair~ I'll post the new pics later ^^ thats my current look: ma sista helped me yesterday with the recolouring[6th May]~ here are the new pics:

5.5.06 18:10 verlinken / 2 Kommentare / kommentieren

sleep or something like that ... sleep o.O what's that? so, I've decided to start this new blog, because i have to improve my english skills, and the handling is much more easier than on my other weblog~ so, what've happended in the last days and weeks? Actually I'm doing my Abitur and it's a total disaster =__= I suppose, because I've started learning just some weeks ago... bugger! >.< ok, but i cannot change anything right now so I have to wait till the final examinations on 28.5 what else? ...my fiancé and me had announced our affiance recently on an animexx meeting in Dortmund...I'm so happy♥ and just right now I'll try to find all my history stuff(thousand of incoherent sheets and more than 5 books to read ToT) and to sort it on a useful way. Wish me luck!☆ ok, luv ya guys~ till soon :D

4.5.06 04:36 verlinken / kommentieren